Nightmares in White Satin

*gasp*

I woke up last night in a cold sweat, my heart racing from unseen terrors inside of my head.

The dream was cryptic – most likely symbolic.  Perhaps I am too close to it to analyse it properly.  All I know is, it left me weak and trembling, groping for the light to banish the dark shadows where danger seemed to lurk in every corner.

I offer it up to you now – perhaps you can make sense of it and help me understand what warning my own fragile psyche is attempting to send.

The Dream:  I am being prepared for some sort of ritual – a sacrifice, perhaps?  My face is painted, my hair arranged.  I am forced into a ridiculously huge white gown and draped with flowers (premature funerary rites?)

There is a great feast – wine and sweet cakes everywhere (a pagan celebration?  An offering to the gods?)

I am frog-marched by relatives through the mob to an altar.  Small children are frolicking before me, tossing flower petals at my feet, obviously relishing the bloodshed which is about to ensue – it’s like the Children of the Corn, for god’s sake.

I am struggling, demanding that they listen as I protest.  “BUT I’M NOT A VIRGIN!  I SWEAR!  ASK ANYONE!”  But they do not listen.

As the end comes, all goes black.  I wake up screaming.

Thoughts?  Anyone?

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